hai, bro ar bro..i'm in the same boat as you lor. Hai, so bloody fuck.

I also don't know whose problem, and i can't figure it out how u able to tolerate it lor. To me, it makes me fucked up immediately. i don't know why. i jus totally hates it lor. so cb, yeah, maybe friends..but i jus don't get it lar. really don't get it. not enough slp or wat fuck? i also don't know wat the fuck am i doing..! I phsycho myself, tell myself nothing will happen stop imagining things, but i jus can't do it. Is the past scar taking its effect? No matter what, i think i gonna tolerate, she will be truth to me, she will be...

hAi..